|An array of insanity (and other such nonsense)|
|An array of insanity (and other such nonsense)|
|DA has a large interesting array of artwork, and I have an interest in a large variety of art, so it works out just fine. Some things are NSFW. Some is just bad art. All of it has a place in my heart... maybe? Idk what do you want from me|
(definitely on a kinda-hiatus-of-sorts)
21 / she/her pronouns / pan
I am a young adult that enjoys coffee, long walks on the
I enjoy listening to people talk about themselves, I like hearing people's stories, and I like to flirt. I am also varying levels of hella queer. Respect is really important to me, and it never hurts to be polite! I have low-energy sometimes and might be a bit quiet, but I will be friendly, so don't be shyyy, say hi!
Current active OCs are:
-Brunhilde / OtherWorlde
-Theon / OtherWorlde
-Razik / OtherWorlde
-Frankie for SAINTHOLLOW technically kinda anyways
-Dillon, Moira and Step are currently on reserve / hiatus, but available upon request I guess? And I have some other babies too if you're looking for other stuff, or am always down to make new OCs for one-on-ones.
Feel free to snoop around and say hello, if you want.
I have a few tumblrs - this is my main one. Feel free to say hello there if you'd prefer!
As usual, the young youkai was outside enjoying himself, sure it was really cold outside the school buildings but it gave him a lot more freedom to do as he pleased. This being using his gaps to scare unsuspecting people that were passing through. What else would he do when he didn't have classes besides sleeping? Zee could find his friends and mess with them, but he couldn't find them today, either that or they were busy studying. Studying... Something he should have been doing more often, but didn't. Now not a lot of people were passing through, the changing seasons made it even more difficult to stand the cold outside. That was not fun. With a sigh, he laid down on a bench near the trees, looking up at the sky while his needle was carelessly tossed onto the ground.
Theon made his way into the forests as soon as class had been let up, and the changeling found a nice tree to sit against as he enjoyed the warmth of his thick bundled scarf. He'd been restless, lately, and feeling more aggressive than he was used to. Maybe it was something to do with that bug he gave Sinclair? He didn't feel sick, no, but he couldn't squash the urge to go up into people's faces and tease and taunt them in an attempt to start a fight. He was not sure why.
He didn't linger in the forest for too long, though. A strange feeling prickled at his sense of awareness, and he walked towards campus... When he caught sight of Zee, he grinned wickedly. He knew this guy. Yes, he enjoyed their brief interaction making out, despite whatever pant issues the dude had, but they parted on uneasy terms. Would the youkai actually follow through on his threats to bite or eat Theon? Probably not! But it made him a good target for the changeling's attentions.
Theon approached him and stood at the edge of the bench, leaning over so that his face and hair blocked Zee's view of the sky. His scarf fell over and landed on the other's face, and that made his grin widen. "Well hello there. Not peeping on anyone right now, huh?"
It was relaxing to just lay down and look up at the sky, watching the clouds pass while occasionally hearing the sound of people walking by. Almost peaceful, in fact. That was until he was startled by the appearance of a familiar face all of a sudden. Yeah, he recognized Theon, it was hard for him to forget someone who made such an impression. He was the annoying green guy he made out with, but overall he didn't think he was a bad guy. They're friends, in his mind. Zee gasped in surprise, then quickly relaxed, moving the scarf away from his face to see the grinning changeling. "You're not cute when you do that, you know." He smirked, "And believe it or not, I still don't do that. I still have standards." Yeah, he had standards, or he liked to say that he did.
When Zee let out a startled noise, Theon couldn't help but beam in triumph down at his friend. His smile didn't diminish, and if anything it got bigger as he snickered loudly. "Shut up, I'm always cute and you're dazzled by my charm." He reached down to poke the other's nose teasingly, leaning down a bit more and moving to ruffle his hair. He really did love Zee's hair. "How am I ever supposed to believe you if you lie about such big stuff like me being cute? Geeze!" He was ecstatic that his friend was being friendly and making no move to push him away or anything. Zee's good mood was nice... Though he wondered if he could be riled up into a fight. That would be nice too.
"Tch!" Zee rolled his eyes at Theon's words, his words that the youkai didn't believe to be true at all. "You're cute when you're not annoying, which isn't often." It wasn't often because Theon couldn't seem to stop talking about how great he was. What a big ego on someone so small. He rolled over on his side, no longer looking up at his friend while he felt him fondling his hair again. Why did the majority of his friends love to touch his hair? It was something he didn't understand at all. "You still got that hair fetish I see, I'm not surprised." The youkai continued to smirk smugly even when not looking at Theon, realizing he hadn't gotten back at him from their last encounter. He would never show violence towards a friend, not even someone as annoying as the changeling. Maybe he'd just tease him a lot, and make him really uncomfortable.
"Ehehe, I've been called annoying so many times that I'm starting to feel like it's my name." Theon didn't seem too bothered by that, though, and a playful glint shone in his eyes as he continued to speak. "When my roommate tells me I'm annoying that means he loves me, so are you trying to tell me you love me? Aww, thanks Zee!" When Zee rolled over, he decided to try and plop on to the bench right besides the youkai, keeping his hands in that lovely hair for as long as he would be allowed to. Unlike last time, he didn't even bother to deny his interest in the hair, though his cheeks did darken with a warm blush as he thought of hair-related things. "Yup, I definitely do. You don't mind me fondling your hair, right?" Not that he would stop if Zee did. The changeling was a trouble making brat through and through, and his antagonistic nature was only made worse by the way this weird flu made aggression and excitement pump through his body.
"Gee, ever wondered why~?" Zee believed that completely, he was an annoying bratty little teenager who didn't know when to stop talking. He was not completely bothered by this behavior though, it reminded him of a friend he once had, except Theon was just a little bit different. "Love you? Sure, go on believing that if that's what helps you sleep at night." He was amused by the other's words, this sort of behavior was very entertaining, especially when it was so boring without anyone else around for him to bother. This cute little "victim" should keep him entertained for the time being. "I feel a little weird with you getting something sexual out of petting my hair, but go right ahead, I'm not bothered by it." With a continuing smirk, he turned his head to face Theon, noticing the blush across his cheeks. "My, what are you thinking of now~?"
"Dude, haters gonna hate, I don't let it bother me!" Theon winked at that, not concerned in the least. He had fun and didn't hurt anyone, so why should he care what other people think? "Oh, no way, it's not the sleeping that it helps me do. You know. Cause people do other things at night too, hehehe..." His cheeks grew a bit darker, and he fisted his hands in Zee's hair with a pleased sigh. "I mean, if you're not bothered by it, you can touch my hair too. I wouldn't mind." The changeling stuck his tongue out at the youkai at the hypothetical question. Zee knew exactly what sort of thing was on his mind, he didn't need to be asking. "So like, what's been up with you? I haven't seen you in a while. Too busy peeping?"
"Well good for you then." Theon not caring was probably for the best, since a lot of people probably found him really annoying. It'd be worse if he cared. Zee chuckled at what he says next, knowing very well what he did when he was bored and alone. "Oh don't worry, I'm well aware of what you do in your free time. Nice to know you think of me while doing that..." Again, a little creepy but he couldn't help it if someone is that sexually attracted to him... Or his hair. He shook his head and said shortly, "Nah, I don't have that kind of kink, thank you very much." The youkai snickered as Theon stuck his tongue at him, yeah he didn't need to ask what was on his mind, did he? "Still don't do that, and I don't know why you don't see me. I'm always around, sometimes I go out to hunt but you already knew that."
"Why gee, thanks for your support, friend!" The changeling really didn't mind the other's callousness; he was used to that sort of attitude from his roommate and a few of his other friends. It was a bit funny to him, really, that they ever made an effort to try and dampen his spirits. Didn't they know it was impossible? "Hey, woah, I do all sorts of stuff in my free time, my hands aren't always down my pants. Ruuuudeeee!" And he had a very vivid imagination that allowed all sorts of people to star in his dreams! Theon's smile did falter at that, and he shot Zee an attempted pouty look. "You sure? It's really fluffy and soft, a lot of people like it?" He honestly just wanted the attention of it, or Zee's hands on him at all. Feeling a bit contrary, he tugged a bit roughly on the youkai's hair, a glint of challenge in his eyes. "I'm a busy guy, okay? What with my thousand friends and classes and stuff. Totally busy. Too busy to notice if I see any peeping demons pass me by sometimes, you know?" He didn't mean to be cruel, per se, but he was trying to rile Zee up. Where was the violence? This would not lead to any biting at all, and he could not resist the urge to antagonize and torment.
"Don't mention it." Zee smirked in amusement, still laying on the bench while the other sat by his head. He wouldn't waste his time trying to make Theon feel bad because it was not effective, so making him feel uncomfortable was the next best thing, because that was effective. His hand moved towards the changeling's thigh and his fingernails lazily tapped against it a few times out of boredom, "I don't believe you, not even for a second..." Voice matching his bored and almost tired expression, until he felt his hair get tugged at harder than he would allow. That was fun when they were making out, but now it hurt in a bad and not playful way. "Ouch, not so hard!" he grabbed one of Theon's hands that were entangled in his long hair so he got the message, oddly enough he seemed different from usual. More of a little shit than last time they met. He bit his bottom lip and narrowed his eyes at his words, feeling a little offended at being called a demon as it was a common misconception with having the word "youkai" in his species name. "Yeesh, what's up your ass today?"
Zee's hand on Theon's thigh didn't make him feel uncomfortable, funny enough. His leg did flex and tense under the youkai's touch, and his gaze fixed onto the fingertips intensely... Before he grinned and shot Zee a pseudo-coy look. "You think about me with my hands down my pants way too often, huh? That's not very platonic, dude, wow." He unclenched his fist partly from Zee's hair, and his expression was a bit strange; it was hard to tell with how wide they were normally, but his pupils were fully blown, and traces of white or colors at the side hidden by black. His cheeks were dark and mouth open in a little panting way... When he caught sight of Zee biting his lip, he mimicked the gesture himself, his blunt teeth pressing down into his green skin as he breathed out slowly. "I'm sorry dude, I've just feeling really rowdy lately." He might have been sorry, but all that energy was still there, getting more and more pent up. "Do you wanna wrestle or make out or something, maybe? If I put your head in my lap you totally don't even have to move!"
Again, Zee rolled his eyes at the changeling's words, not bothered by them in the slightest maybe just a little annoyed. "Psh, you know what I mean Theon..." He took note of his appearance, he looked a little different from usual. Not concerning though, not enough to raise any questions about it. His nails stopped tapping against the other's thigh and the youkai sat up, no longer laying down on the bench. "Rowdy? Not sure if that's the right word to use for you, horny seems to suit you more." He said this with a completely straight face, then couldn't help but smirk and giggle after saying it. It's what he believed to be true but it was entertaining for him when he was bored, like right now. "I don't want to wrestle you..." Zee thought for a moment about it, then shrugged. They made out once and it was fine, why not a second time? "Yeah sure, I could make out with you again."
Theon snickered at the way Zee rolled his eyes, amused as he teased, "Nahh I don't know what you mean, besides you being kinda a perv. Which I don't mind. I'm totally flattered!" The changeling let out a little whine when Zee stopped touching his thigh, but when he friend sat up, he scoot to press right up against his side. "No, I mean especially lately, though. I've just wanted to be like... Rough and bitey?" His face screwed up in embarrassment and he blushed darkly when Zee laughed at him, and he squirmed in his seat, huffy. "Zeeeee..." He whined... Before his eyes lit up with excitement. "Yeah, you wanna? Do you think maybe I could like... Use my teeth a bit, this time?" He could bite Zee's lips and neck yeah that sounded wonderful. His expression was so full of pure hope and innocence, the way he stared up at the other with his big dark eyes.
Zee snickered again at this next statement, finding it funny that now Theon wanted to be rough. Again, it was different behavior since they last saw each other, but that was a while ago. People changed, his own hair grew a whole lot for example, but it was just a little weird to see this behavior with his normally gentle friend. "Okay, I don't have a problem with that... By all means. It's a little different seeing you this way." He giggled again and smiled seeing the dark blush across the other's cheeks. It was both a funny and cute sight. "Go ahead~," his hand grabbed the other's chin and raised it so their eyes met. It wouldn't hurt when Theon tried to bite him anyway, so there should be no issue, right?
Theon whined again, batting his hand at Zee in a gentle way, huffing even more. "Why are you laughing at me? Don't be such a butt! Geez!" But hearing Zee's approval of his suggestion made him smile, widely and with excitement. Sweet! He normally was gentle... At least, with new people, anyways, but he wasn't always so soft and sweet. His roommate Sinclair knew he could get rowdy, but he didn't know too many people to share that side of himself with. Out of anyone else, Zee was a pretty good candidate for that sort of stuff. He was torn between the urge to blush shyly or huff in irritation when Zee grabbed his chin, but why complain about a good thing? With a hopeful smile, he reached around the other's head to sink his hands into Zee's hair and tug him close. "Okay, cool. This'll be fun, yeah." It wasn't clear if he was speaking to reassure himself or Zee, but when he leaned in for a kiss--or rather, a firm bite of the other's lower lip--it was with no hesitance.
He tilted his head and grinned, "Sometimes you're fun to laugh at, your fault not mine~. With that oh so adorable blush across your face how can I not laugh?" Usually Zee was the more dominant force, the one who did the biting and scratching and overall showing the more "rowdy" behavior. Not to say he wouldn't eventually... When the opportunity presented itself he would be ready to jump right in. How long could Theon keep up this behavior? Time to find out. Their lips pressed against each other, and the changeling went right in for biting his lower lip. It didn't hurt all that much, and the youkai wrapped his other arm around his waist, kissing back while using his tongue to lightly graze against the other's lips.
Theon had a hard time continuing to scowl at the compliment, and so he just huffed out a contrary, "Shut up, I'm always adorable okay? Blush or not, and like I rarely blush, but you shouldn't laugh!" The changeling let out a small noise of surprise when he was grabbed by the waist and pulled close, pushing his body as close to Zee's as he could while fisting his hands in the other's hair a bit more tightly. When he felt a tongue brush by his lips, he grunted and released his grip on Zee's lip so that he could nip at the tongue. It was mostly a playful gesture, though he was a bit rough when he tried to wrap his lips around it and suck--less smooth than their last makeout was, and a bit more rough and desperate in his actions.
"You blush all the time..." Last time they encountered it was like Theon couldn't stop blushing, and this was no different. But it was cute, so he didn't mind one bit. He liked seeing blushing, cute faces. His hand at the other's waist bunched up the material on the bottom of his sweater while they kissed, and Zee allowed his tongue to enter the changeling's mouth. This was certainly much different, Theon was a lot less nervous and his actions quicker, seeming desperate for contact. He gave just that, his hand already making its way up his sweater going up his back since this kiss was already moving pretty fast.
"I do not!" He blushed a lot around Zee maybe, but it wasn’t like he spent a lot of time with the youkai. Usually he had too much of a good time teasing and playing with others to get flustered or embarrassed enough to blush. "Hnnn--" He was surprised when he felt Zee going in for the kill and reaching to touch him under his sweater, but he didn't mind, not one bit. His skin felt hot and Zee's hands were cool, but heated him up more with each contact. He couldn't help but groan and sink his teeth into Zee's tongue, not hard enough to hurt too badly, but enough to show his approval at the other's actions.
"Around me, you do~." Sure they didn't spend a lot of time with each other, but Zee remembered how flustered he'd get. His hand stroked and scratched along Theon's back, deep enough to leave slight marks that he'd no doubt see later. "Mmm~." He moaned softly upon feeling his teeth sink slightly into his tongue, and his other hand joined the one already up Theon's shirt, eyes half open. He wondered if this was the only reason the changeling decided to approach him in the first place, it seemed he asked rather quick if he wanted to make out. Or was this just a coincidence, Theon feeling horny and just stumbling upon the youkai?
"Yeah yeah, shut up, you're making stuff up just to try and get me flustered. I'm onto you!" Most people blew off his flirting and attempts to try and get physically close to them, but Zee never had, and it did fluster him a bit. He was grateful for it, but still, it was embarrassing! "Fff-fuck," he groaned into the other's mouth in surprise, voice low and gravely from the feeling of nails on his back. He wondered if he walked around his dorm with his shirt off, would his roommate get jealous?
He would feel bad for using Zee to take his mind off of his roommate if Zee wasn't so into making out also. He did want to be friends with the youkai, but he liked the attention and feeling desired, it was an impossible thing to pass up. With a little gasping noise, he pulled away from the kiss and tilted Zee's head so that he could press a few kisses to the other's neck. "I really appreciate this, you know?" His voice was rough and low, but grateful. He hadn't intended on messing around with the youkai when he saw him earlier, but he wouldn't deny what he wanted. With a little groan, he opened his mouth and dragged his teeth down the skin of the other's neck, wondering how hard he could bite it until the other cried out in pain. Wait, what? He didn't normally like to be that rough, but Zee seemed to like it rougher...
"I'm not making anything up, just carry around a mirror every time you're around me and you'll see." Zee liked to flirt and he liked this kind of comfort, it felt good no matter who it came from, a friend, an acquaintance, a lover. But he could never seem to get a lover so he stuck with the first two options. Not to say he hadn't had lovers in the past, it was just hard for him to get one since most found him either annoying or terrifying. Or only saw him as just a friend. He took what he could get. The youkai giggled at the groan, amused by this surprised reaction. He rose an eyebrow at this next statement, almost confused by it. "Appreciate? How so?" Either way he allowed his head to be tilted to one side, his nails still continuing to graze along the other's back. Eyes closed halfway again as he felt teeth against his neck, letting out a small groan.
"Nooo way, that's ridiculous, you're ridiculous, wow. Woooooowwww!" Because what better way to deny something than loud childish whining? Theon had no problem with whining. He felt comfortable enough with Zee to whine or flirt, tease or talk, though serious talking was still a bit weird for him. The youkai was a good friend, a cool friend he could make out with and feel relatively attractive around, and it was nice. "Yeah, yeah cause like... Sometimes you just wanna make out, you know? Without people being judge-y? Hey lemme just..." Theon paused and pulled away from Zee for a moment, shifting so that he could toss a leg over the other's and sit in his lap. The angle was easier for him to reach Zee's neck, and he leaned back down, reaching for Zee's hair again. "And I just wanna bite shit and all my other friends are big fucking babies? And so I appreciate you, yeah, lemme show you..." His smile was devilish as he sunk his teeth into the pulse point at Zee's neck. It wasn’t enough to break the skin, but it would bruise, especially with the way the changeling began to apply suction to the spot with a smug sort of satisfaction.
Zee nodded in understanding, knowing exactly what Theon was talking about. More often than not he'd get called a whore or a slut for being so free with his affection, people would no longer see it as a special gesture that was reserved for only them. If he were to one day have a lover then that would be the case, but potential lovers got "scared" off by how many people he had kissed and done other stuff with. At least his friend sort of understood. "I get that," he sighed, "It's fine--," he was cut off by the changeling's next actions, now sitting in his lap still eying his neck. "Um, okay... A-alright." It seemed a little off and there was uncertainty in his words, but the youkai questioned nothing. It felt really good when he felt the teeth sink deeper, causing his nails to sink a little deeper into his back on instinct, letting out a long sigh and blushing very lightly as he began to suck on that spot.
Theon was a rather affectionate fellow even with his friends, but really, he didn't see anything wrong with doing things that were more-than-friendly with whoever someone wanted? No one should feel obligated to stick to being with one person, or having to be with one person at all? The changeling wanted to share his love with all of his friends, it seemed stupid to him to put a limit on love. "I knew you would, Zee. You're so awesome." Even if the youkai were a bit grumpy sometimes, or kinda scary every once in a while, but Theon didn't mind that at all. Especially not when the youkai let him do stuff like this. He curled into Zee's body with a pleased grunt, the feeling of nails sending shudders down his spine. He pulled back to lick at the bruised spot on Zee's neck before sinking his teeth into his skin again, closer to the other's collarbone this time, with even more force in the bite and subsequent sucking of the spot.
Zee's body shuddered a bit, not use to this kind of aggression with someone he thought was so gentle. And he was biting rather hard, almost to the point of breaking the skin. Was that his goal? Wasn't Theon a vegetarian? Wasn't he completely disgusted with Zee when he had told him in the past that he ate humans? So many questions, questions he didn't bother asking. He liked how this feels, and if it got to the point where his skin broke... Knowing the changeling, he'd freak out and apologize. Right? "Heh, thanks. You're not too bad yourself." He smiled, a little amused. "Haaa…" He breathed, his hands now resting on Theon's back not moving but the nails still sunked in the skin. Zee groaned again as the biting continued, the teeth sinking in deeper causing his groans to grow in volume.
Theon smiled against Zee's skin, kneading his hands into the other's hair and keeping his head tilt back so the changeling would have a good angle to bite and kiss from. Being this rough really wasn't a part of his nature, but there was some feeling egging him on from within his body, his blood singing out to sink his teeth deep into the skin, to bite, to tear... "Aww, you're sweet, yeah?" The changeling laughed at that, but the noise was distorted from where he was suckling at the other's skin. For some reason, he just didn't feel like he was biting down hard enough, because his teeth were so dull and blunt and did so little damage. With a low noise something like a growl, he ground himself down into Zee's lap as he bit into the crook of the other's neck, and this time he did manage to break the skin. The feeling of skin tearing beneath his lips and blood trickling into his mouth was like paradise, he could practically hear a chorus of My Chemical Romance angels singing from the heavens, and he let out a long, low groan...
Before he actually registered the hot searing taste of blood and iron on his tongue, and the flavor and pain of it made him gag. In fact, he could feel the bile rise up from his throat, and he scrambled to get off of Zee as quickly as possible. He just barely got off of the other's lap in time to puke on the ground, his small body trembling violently as he struggled to keep his hair and scarf out of the bile. It wasn't his intention to ignore his friend, but he was obviously shaken, and there were tears in his eyes as he vomited a second time.
"Heh... Aren't I~?" His smile slowly turned to a small frown, his eyes shut briefly and he bit down on his bottom lip once more. That actually... Hurt. It hurt a lot in fact. "H... Hey Theon, maybe you shouldn't bite too hard?" Zee liked this new sort of aggression the changeling was suddenly showing, but with each and every movement it started to rub him the wrong way. It was out of place, and the rougher and rougher it got, the more he started to wonder if his friend was okay. Hearing the growl, he felt the lips move to the crook of his neck, a particularly sensitive part of his body. He gasped, feeling the teeth tear through his flesh, he expected Theon to move away right then but... He didn't. The blood trickled down his neck and into the other's mouth and he didn't seem to mind, the loud groan making it seem as if he was enjoying the taste. His nails unhooked from the skin on the other's back. The youkai was frozen in place, until his friend realized what he had done and got off of his lap immediately. Still Zee didn't speak, rather he moved his hand up to his neck and felt the warm fluid beneath his fingertips. He did this... Theon bit through his skin, the small, trembling changeling before him bit into his flesh until it bled. "Son of a bitch..." he whispered, then looked back over at the younger boy, who seemed to be scarred from this experience. He slowly reached out a hand, looking with a concerned expression. "... You feeling okay?"
It took Theon a few moments to register where he was or what he was doing, because the taste of blood and vile in his mouth was so horribly distracting, and his head was throbbing and mind spinning and he felt so hungry--
He jerked back and flinched when Zee spoke, eyeing the other's hand warily for a few moments before wiping at his eyes first, and then his mouth. He felt really gross, and really bad, and he just ruined a perfectly good make out session by throwing up, how rude! Hopefully he didn't upset Zee too much, though.
Once he was sure he could speak without any gasping hiccupy sobs, he tried to shoot the other a smile. It came out weak. "Shit, I-I'm sorry, I don't... Sorry, I... That wasn't what I meant to do?" His voice was hoarse and he was still crying, but he couldn't stop, and it was rather embarrassing. "I think I need to take a rain check and, like, go to bed. Or something. The flu, you know?" Obviously the flu didn't make people chomp into other people's flesh like a zombie, but that sounded like a pretty good excuse to Theon. Hopefully Zee would buy it.
The new wound on his neck continued to bleed slowly, running down his neck and his hand reached up to it so the blood doesn't travel far down his shirt. It stung, it hurt really badly... He was going to have to get bandages and disinfectant, since Theon's saliva on its own could cause an infection. And he had already had an infection at the school, that wasn't fun at all. "The... The flu?!" Zee managed to sound a little mad when he spoke, because he was. He just got bitten by one of his friends and it hurt like a bitch. And his friend was blaming it on the flu. "I wish I could say that it's fine, but it's not! Really, it's not! ..." The youkai didn't know what to do with the other, he was really big on revenge but Theon looked so pitiful right now that he didn't want to even touch him. "Why did you do that?!"
Theon very pointedly avoided looking at Zee, and instead just kept his gaze fixed on the ground. He was still shaking and he felt like he's going to pass out, but he couldn't just leave and avoid his friend, not until things settled out between them. "Y-yeah? Umm... I-I can... Make you a shadow bandage, s-so you won't be bleeding... On your way to the infirmary?" He grabbed his scarf and pulled it up, wrapping it around the lower part of his face and curling in on himself. "You tasted so good. I-I couldn't help myself." In fact, he could still taste Zee in his mouth, even through all of the blood and vomit and salt of his tears, and it was making him strangely aroused. He still felt horribly sick though, and the combination of the two feelings was not pleasant. "C-can I just... Make it up to you later?" All he wanted to do was leave.
"Sure... I'd like that." Zee tried to calm down, to not be mad, but it was difficult considering the circumstances. He had heard about people in the school, students and teachers alike, becoming sick with some sort of weird virus. Not knowing what it did exactly, he wasn't concerned. But now seeing his friend this... Is this what it did? "You... You have that weird sickness, don't you?" Did Zee have it now too? How disturbing to hear that coming from Theon, how his blood tasted so good, that was not the type of creature Theon was. Not wanting to voice his anger, he let out a sigh and closed his eyes briefly to calm himself. "Yeah don't worry about that now, I'll give you a few days. I'll think of something for sure..." He didn't want the changeling to be completely traumatized right then, what may happen in the future though is the youkai biting Theon back just out of spite.
Theon's hands were shaking when he lifted them and made the thin shadow appear around the other's neck, and his face was screwed up in concentration. He really hadn't learned too much about the shadow bandages yet, they were only in the first lesson of the class, but he could absorb the blood and make the bandage tight enough so that it stemmed the bleeding... He was not sure how long it would last, but at least it was good for the moment. "Uhhh... I-I... No, I feel fine?" He was definitely lying, lying a lot, but that was okay because it wasn't a malicious sort of lying! He bit down on his lip, ignoring the foul taste in his mouth, before suggesting in a quiet voice, "I mean hell, you can even like... Bite me... If you wanted, later, you know? W-when I'm not all... Dirty and gross... Maybe alone in your room or something..." Because the changeling really wasn't averse to that. Yeah, he didn't like the taste of blood in his mouth, but he didn't begrudge other people for it? With a shaky sigh, he pushed some of the hair out of his eyes and stared at Zee desperately. "C-can I... Just go, now? I wanna hang out with you again but... N-not now, okay?"
Zee stayed still while his friend bandaged up his neck so it didn't bleed everywhere when he would eventually go to the infirmary, and he should probably go quickly. His eyes narrowed, knowing that Theon was probably lying from the way he was speaking, probably to avoid any further anger from the youkai. "Thanks... And sure, I'll find you in a couple days, then you can come to my room and I'll do just that." This situation was too awkward, way too awkward and messed up for his liking. His pitiful, shaking friend in front of him should leave. After mustering up the most calm and tranquil tone of voice he could, he looked over at the boy with his eyes still narrowed. "You can leave, it's not like I'm keeping you here," this time his voice became a little more bitter in his last sentence, "Because now I gotta go to the infirmary." Yeah, it was safe to say he was pretty mad at that moment. Theon had just infected him with a disease that would also give him that need for the blood and flesh of others. Oh joy.
Theon flinched under the weight of the other's stare and ducked down more into the coverage of his scarf. "Y-yeah... We'll do that, then. That sounds good?" His voice was weak and quiet, and it sounded strange coming out of such a loud and boisterous person. Zee's last words made tears spring to his eyes again, and he brushed his sleeve across his face to try and stifle the flow of his crying. "I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to, Zee!" But before he could be called out on it or told anything particularly mean or anything else, he scampered off quickly. He still needed to go shower and hide and figure out what the heck was wrong with him.
"Mhm." He closed his eyes and nodded in agreement, really trying to not appear mad but it wasn't working. He was an emotional and usually easily pissed off person who would say or do anything to let someone know they fucked up. But at the sight of Theon crying again, he couldn't help but feel bad for the poor kid. His gaze softened but he remained silent, watching the changeling burst into tears. A truly pitiful sight. Zee didn't mean to make the boy cry, it was hard to watch knowing he caused it. Great, now he felt like he had to apologize to Theon. Hearing the other run off, he walked in the direction of the infirmary, trying to get his mind off of what had just happened.